Bound By Heart and Beyond The Distance

Kanda,

I have a tiny confession to make tonight.

You see, this mind of mine likes to run a little wild sometimes,

Creating little dramas and overthinking things into a giant mess.

But deep down, not even for a single second,

Have I ever forgotten how deeply I am in love with you.

​But Kanda... please don't tease me too harshly,

Or joke around like we are complete strangers.

My heart can be super fragile, especially on days when I am drowning in work and stress.

Because on those chaotic days, all I really want—

All I truly think about—is for you to just hold me tight,

So that all my problems can magically melt away.

​I think I might actually need you more than you need me.

Because just one look at your smile melts every ounce of my exhaustion.

It gives me instant energy and makes me feel so much more alive.

​But sometimes, your Dinda’s emotions get the best of her,

And I find myself losing the battle against the distance and time between us.

When the distance gets loud, I get easily overwhelmed.

​So, no more silly jokes that poke at my insecurities, okay?

Just skip the teasing and give me your sweetest side instead.

Because at the end of the day, no matter how much the distance tests us,

You will always be my favorite safe space.

Behind every quiet tear and every moment I get defensive, lies a longing so deep it aches. 

Kanda

I see every single effort you make, the unexpected pictures, the phone calls, and the video calls you always find time for, just to see my face. 

Please know that none of it goes unnoticed. I hold onto those moments like a lifeline when the distance feels too heavy to bear, 

Because every digital glimpse of you is a reminder of why I choose to wait, and why my heart completely belongs to you.

​As I lay here tonight

,my deepest prayer is for the distance to finally lose its grip on us. 

I constantly pray to ALLAH that HE blesses our love, 

anchors our paths, and unites you and me, my Kanda and your Dinda, 

in this beautiful dunya all the way to the highest levels of Akhirah. 

You are my forever, and no amount of miles or time will ever change how deeply, fiercely, and truly I love you.